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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

i am going to relieve stress and be more comfortable in my freedom by following whatever rules of grammar i want and ending my posts and sentences whenever i feel like it. it will just be fun that way.

this post is part of my firm resolution to follow through with resolutions i make with myself. reading every night before i fall asleep, working out every night, doing homework before 2:13(the time now), not calling a $225 re-raise when i know he has aces, making sure to write down my earth-shattering ideas and so forth. if i keep this up i will allow it serve as my personal monument to my own self-motivating drive and a point of immense personal satisfaction. of course when i finally get down to business after comtemplating the idea for weeks, i have nothing to say. i was reading a selection from a book entitled "Genius" and the author described Hamlet as Shakespeare's ultimate creation because of his ability to "overhear" himself. I really have no idea what this means and have been struggling with the concept off and on now for a while. I think, though, that I engage in some activity which could be described as such. it's like short snippets of dialogue with myself, when in thinking about the day's triumphs or failures, I try and reach out to make a connection or gather some epiphany from the surrounding world. I put my thoughts somehow away from my body and look on myself from the vast empty night. i really should keep a pad of paper next to my pillow so i can write down this stuff because i swear it is good.

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